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Prismic Horcruxes

Spend a few years working with math and you invariably like how simple straight lines are to work with. The artsy sort would probably deride linearity. Or perhaps, it’s now in. I don’t know what artsy sorts think. And when. Economists love them straight. Which is not to say that we’re all homophobes. We sure like to digress.

After all, what’s not to like about straight lines? They’re straight, they’re uncomplicated and light rays like to travel along them.

Think of prisms suspended in a vacuum. Small prisms, large ones; symmetrical and not; some touched by colour and some out of that textbook you once read. And then there was consciousness, like a solitary ray of light in a box. Speeding down those straights. Cutting straight through the maze.

In fact, she never gets to the other end. Because they are ever shifting, ever moving. And in a split second, or a lifetime, consciousness could be in here, there or somewhere entirely different. Or it could be everywhere all at once, a fragmented consciousness, prismic Horcruxes, each wishing to be somewhere else, someone else. If only they were aligned differently. Until all you want to be is not.

P.S. I’d blame the shoddy science on the EM Bypass.

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#FailedEconomistMusings (and I-Day Rant to go)

Let’s begin by ranting about how awful it is to travel on the Bypass to and fro five times a week. That’s about 10-15 hours, about one-and-a-half-workday every week spent travelling on “roads” in steel cages that pass for “vehicles”. It hardly needs mentioning that the end of such a pilgrimage leaves one in quite the rant-friendly state-of-mind.failure

It was on one such night that a quick look at my social media feed revealed a nation revelling in the elevation of a certain Sundar Pichai to the post of Google CEO. Now, I had been following Pichai’s rapid growth up the corporate structure at Google for a few years now, especially since he moved from managing the team in charge of Google Chrome to managing the development of Android.

Disclaimer:  I am a major time fan of Android, especially the vanilla version that Google releases as an open-source OS to be made amazing by the likes of Cyanogen or Motorola, or to be made unusable by the likes of Samsung.

Although most of my experiments with Android involved taking low-end devices running Froyo and Gingerbread and pushing them to run the likes of Jellybean and KitKat, the development the OS underwent under Pichai to the grown-up version of Lollipop was incredible. No wonder he was appointed CEO.

Which was not the reason why the entire nation was crazy for him. They were simply crazy because he was an Indian, had been at IIT Kharagpur for a while, and had now really gone places. It also helped that he had replied to a tweet from nationalistic fan No. 1, our esteemed PM, saying that he looked forward to meeting him soon. You know what happens when bhakts go on overdrive. Things start trending.

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On the One Newsworthy Farmer Suicide Today

Gajendra Singh committed suicide today. Unlike scores of fellow farmers who commit suicide every day in some part of India or the other, Gajendra did not become a statistic to be debated upon. He could not be wished away as a suicide for non-farming reasons nor could his existence itself be questioned by bureaucrats cleaning up the stat book. He killed himself today in the power centre of the nation, in the midst of an AAP rally against the land acquisition bill.

Tears have started to flow all over the Internet. They will flow in copious quantities in Kolkata’s College Square and in Delhi’s Jantar Mantar in days to come, shrouded in tired slogans and even-more-tired demands for justice and freedom and the usual. Even the mighty PM was ‘deeply shattered’. There will be more hollow noises in days to come, maybe a sudden spurt in the number of talks P Sainath is asked to give. Candles will be lit, quite an achievement in itself if it is for a farmer. Gajendra Singh will become a symbol. This is if the weeping continues and is not diverted to some tragedy in Europe tomorrow. Continue reading

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The morning after grad school

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